By
Sean Ewart
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| Trayvon Martin |
We’ve gotten used to the refrain (often repeated by
shrugging and half-apologetic white people), “when I see a black man, at night,
wearing a hoodie, I cross the street.” It is nearly always said as a way to
acknowledge that there is a race problem in America, that there is inequality,
but that the person speaking is unable to fix the problem. I can think of no
other word to describe this phenomenon, this lackluster approach to facing up
to racism in America,
than “bullshit!”
In the wake of the Trayvon Martin shooting in Florida, where
a 17 year old black man wearing a hoodie and carrying ice tea and skittles was
shot and killed by a neighborhood watch volunteer, the politics of race and hoodies
have taken center stage in the American zeitgeist. Attempts by some on the
right to paint Martin as a gangster or in some other way deserving the
nighttime execution in late February, have, by and large, hinged around so
called “crimes” like wearing a hoodie and being on school suspension. None of
that is of any relevance to the case. What these statements represent, however,
is an attempt to win sympathy from the “I cross the street” white Americans who
can understand why someone might be threatened by a black man wearing a hoodie.
For a white American, who grew up in a mostly white town, my
decision in 2009 to move into a mostly black neighborhood and attend an all
black church (prior to my rejection of theism) in the city of Albany, NY, was
seen by some as, at least, risky. Walking around, alone, late at night in a
predominantly black neighborhood – while white! – is seen as dangerous behavior
by many who have not done so themselves. For me it was just the walk from the
bus stop to my house and I was living, like the rest of my neighbors, where I
could afford to. Like everyone else in the neighborhood, if I could afford to
live somewhere else, I would. And like everyone else in the neighborhood, I
crossed the street if I saw a threatening situation. If I zigzagged across the
road every time I saw a black man wearing a hoodie I would simply never get
home.
I remember one night in particular when I, heading home late
at night dressed up in a suit and tie through a bad section of town, felt
uncomfortable. The bus was late, the stop was dimly lit, and there was a host
of “suspicious characters” hanging around, most all of them wearing dark, dirty
hoodies. This is one of the few times in my life where I felt genuinely
insecure; I kept scanning my surroundings for threatening movements and held my
cell phone in my fist thinking that, if nothing else, it might stiffen the
blow. And then another young man approached the bus stop, also wearing a suit
and tie, and also looking uncomfortable with the situation. We noticed each
other and, though we never said more than brief salutations, moved closer while
we waited for the bus. This is an obvious example of two people recognizing
themselves to be similar and acting defensively to protect ourselves against
perceived threats.
I left out race in my description above. Nearly everybody at
the bus stop that night was white with the exception of the young man who was
also wearing suit and tie – he was black. We recognized each other as being
more similar, and therefore more likely to help if the situation got rough, not
based on race, but because of our dress. As a self sufficient college student
living on less than one thousand dollars a month (from which I paid rent,
bills, etc) I learned that night that race is skin deep, and class is clothes
deep. It’s clear that the “I cross the street” whites have never lingered long
in a black neighborhood, and have not dealt with the face of poverty which
exists within their own race.
That’s the thing about hoodies. They are comfortable and
frightening. I wear one at night when I know I will be in a particularly
troubled part of town – not because I want to be warm, but because I don’t want
to look like a target. I recognize that anyone wearing a hoodie is capable of
looking more frightening than they are; the raised hood casting a shadow over
the wearer’s face, their bulk amplified by the baggy fabric, large pockets
concealing who-knows-what. But pretending hoodies, when referenced by
social pundits, are anything more than a proxy for race in our national
discussion about “crossing streets” and dead black teens is insulting. White
people are not facing up to racism when they admit to “crossing the street;”
they are accepting it. I’m not advocating a disregard for common sense – if you
feel threatened, take the proper action to remove yourself from the situation –
but the conversation needs to progress from mere acceptance of racist America
to challenges to it.
You see, crossing the street doesn’t solve anybody’s
problem. Streets can also be crossed by assailants, like George Zimmerman, who
killed Trayvon Martin. Really challenging the status quo of race relations
in America
means that we need to do more than address surface level issues like the
perceived threat of a hoodie and the “gangster” image of baggy jeans. Too
often, when a white person sees a black man at night wearing a hoodie, it’s
because someone is in the “wrong” neighborhood. And that fact, not the hoodie,
is the problem. Until race is no longer a proxy for class we will not see an
end to racism in America.
So enough bullshit; the problem is self evident and the solutions are not
helped along by sycophantic white pandering. Crossing the street only adds more
distance when what we need is less.

So. I have to ask....where in Albany do you live that it is considered predominantly black?
ReplyDeleteIt happens with or without hoodies here in Dupont Circle DC. Even in traffic filled broad daylight and a bag in each hand. Ignorance distorts reality.
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